What do u think about the situation im in right now?

You can only do so much. You need to do things that make you happy, not what your parents expect of you. All people need me time to wind down from their every day affairs and this is what you need to be doing so you don't burn out. You are only young and have the rest of your life to be fully committed to your work, get out and have some fun for your own sanity. Hope this helps.