I dont know what to do...?

i was just in the kitchen making pasta and rice for my rats and the rice container is made of gl. i took the lid off and put it on the side. because i was in the shower earlier i was still wearing my robe and it caught the lid and smashed on the floor. i didnt hear my mom and dad (who were in the next room) get up to see what was going on so i got a dustpan and brush and began to sweep up. when i went back in the other room my mom asked "what have you broken?" and i just said it was gl. She said get the hoover on it incase it hurt the dogs paws. i said; "Dont you care if the gl cuts into MY feet?" she said: "You could get some shoes on- the dog can't," so i went and got the smaller hoover which is easier to carry. and began to take it into the kitchen. mom said: " that wont be very good," and my dad said :" go get the other one," i just replied (sorry this is like a script) "this one will be fine," and my dad got up out of his chair, strode over grabbed the collar of my robe and slammed me against the wall. tellling me to get the other one. then grabbed my arm and pushed me out where the other one is kept and threw the smaller one at me which smashed into three pieces. i got the bigger hoover and got up all of the extra gl while crying quietly to myself. my mom came in later and just didnt do anything. she was IN the room when it happened. they both carried on as if it wasnt a big deal and never happened. i think my dad likes me to be scared of him and i hoped he didnt see me crying but when i went upstairs to my room i saw my face was red and blotchy. i want to be angry! i feel angry inside but it seems being upset is overpowering me and i just feel... broken. what do i do? i never want to see him ever again! i want to live with my nan where ill feel safe and have someone to comfort me!